“The Epitome of Silence”
I never sent this email cause I never had the courage..
Wednesday, April 20, 2011 || 10:16 PM
Dear You,
I once came across this article online that you can tell if you love someone by... whenever your around that person you cant stop smiling. Even if that person makes you mad, you cant stay mad. All you do is smile. You have butterflies, your heart races up until the moment you see him. You cant stop thinking about that person. You sit in class and just wonder what they're doing and if they are thinking about you too. And that person you "love", you just think they are perfect. The thought of them being with someone else make you feel like your dying inside... You end up accepting their bad habits and love them for who they are. You are always happy when you are around them. You miss them even when they are only in the next room... You smile when you see their name on your cellphone/laptop. When that person ignores you or doesnt talk to you, you feel like you are dying inside.
A friend once told me that even If I might ruin whatever relationship we have at the moment be it as normal friends or good friends... I still should tell them.. because if you love someone tell them because sometimes hearts are broken by words left unspoken and that I will never know and would have to live with all the What Ifs in my life... Soo.... I'm writing you this email to tell you that... you make me so darn nervous and awkward and I feel like im dying inside... it might be a one sided thing but I think I'm in Love with you...
-Venassa
